Sanjay Sasidharan

He fell for her too deep, but too early.  He couldn’t control as it was too quick.  He wonder what the differences been If he could cared less,  If he could trusted less, If he could loved less  Now all that left is a puzzle of  broken pieces of love and care,  Which, he hope fits in place.

As the horizon turns gold,  Memories drizzled in his mind. The sun, the sky, the clouds and  The water, sings in unison ‘You can’t be flowing forever, remember  You survived havoc, remember  The endurance you procured, remember You are waveless now but This isn’t the end, dawn is surely  coming your way, remember’

Lead an insouciant life, believed in adventures, chasing happiness, lived a colorful life. And, the colors faded,  it became merely a survival. 

Like a breeze, she caressed him.  Like a ray of light, she lightened his soul.  And before he could realize,  The rays ended abruptly.  The breeze turned to storm, Left him cold in the dark.

Holding the umbrella they walked together,  The wind, blew faster and faster,  Brought rain out of the drizzle.  The clouds became darker and the moment was set,  The lightning brought the thunder And he pulled her close, wrapped his arms around her,  With her ear rested on his chest, they walked The magic moment, she thought,  Her lips lit a smile, oh lovely He can’t stand that beautiful smile,  He pondered the connection of love and rain.  They walked further to the future,  Without realizing their sails are different.  

The days they don't talk, he could understand he isn’t happy.  He realises that she is the one who made him a happy person.  The thought of being with her made his life a pleasant one.  But,  that happiness is a lie.  A beautifully built lie which could easily fade in minutes.  He can’t let a lie to make his life beautiful. He wants happiness, which isn’t dependent on anyone but him, The true happiness, which can light his soul.

"Demon ain’t always mean evil. It’s just a stronger version of a person. Everyone has a demon inside them. Why can't it be a strength. The strength, to conquer the fears. The force, to surmount the heights. The power, to achieve the unattainable"