Repentance.

And that moment when you have nothing to do.... not a single person to talk to... friends family everyone's busy or having a sound sleep , you .. loneliness .. dark room .. silence is all around.
You don't want to shout or cry either. All you want to think and ask for forgiveness cause it's not necessary that people are responsible for your insomnia, your heart breaks or your loneliness,
May be the reason is you .. your own self .. The things you never wanted to do but ended up doing..

And right after you realise that tears coming down from your eyes .. 

Tears of repentance .. Tears of forgiveness to yourself, .. and once you shout your heart out that's the most amazing feeling ever.